Jenna is home!

Chest Infections and Others

Jenna could be at risk for Chest Infections, but breastfeeding can prevent this..
But here are some others

•Intellectual disabilities,


•Cerebral palsy

•Breathing and respiratory problems,

•Vision and hearing loss, and

•Feeding and digestive problems.
 
I'm very nervous about #2 and #3 the most.  Yes of course I'll still love her if she has breathing, respiratory and Cerebal Palsy. But It will be hard work, especially since if she has breathing problems further in life, we will have to sleep with her, and be by her 24/7. Cerebal Palsy, she would be mentally challenged, which would also be a challenge for Dylan and I to handle. Atleast CP won't show until shes about 2 or 3.
 
 
124 days to go..

FOLLOWING PEEPS

I just followed 2 more peeps.

Bray (http://www.braymarkcassie.blogspot.com/)

Quinn (http://www.babycadenandquinn.webs.com/)

I think them both are real. (: especially quinn cause shes got pics of her and caden, caden alone, and a video.

13mos

Pip is almost 13mos! March 1st. :) Its nice...
I mean I have a baby in the NICU I think about 24.7, then I have this other baby here I always think about too.  Pippa cries...poops...pees...plays... just like any other baby would. Shes perfect, Jenna&her. I've decided no more kids till I'm atleast 24. Also, its Tuesday, and Dylan is bathing Pippy. (B!G SUPR!SE.) lolz. Whatever, he's the Hygiene-Man around here, I don't care if he cleans her! One less day I need too. :DD but sometimes I like tooo. cause shes sooo crazy and silly in the waterr. (: 125 days..

Pippa,Dylan and I

Dylan,Pippa and I are going to go watch the Vancouver Winter Olympic Games 2010 right now, have some popcorn, juice and have a little snuggle, I mean its been a while since this could be possible. Pippa just is getting out of the bath, Dylan insists on giving her a bath everyday. :S I say everyother day is fine..he's a hygiene freak-o thoughh. TOTTALY DYLAN!!  Yeah Pippa wants to hold Jenna, I want to let her but in a way, I don't! I mean shes too tiny! And I was just allowed to hold her!! Whatever, when Jenna gets home Pippa will be allowed! :) But you know what I just noticed... :( Jenna won't be home till June....

Shopping

Caroline your right, I'll make the most of these 126 days. Its fun choosing clothing, cribs,toys and all that jazz. I'm looking or have already bought these items, http://www.babysupermall.com/ has great sales,deals and excellent choices for babies!! The swing above shouldn't be holding babies till they are 5.5 pounds up to 30 pounds, and we need one cause with Pippa all she did was sleep in the swing at my moms house, not the crib the swing. And we need a swing since we never bought one. By the time Jenna is home, she should be atleast 4 pounds, if not heavier, they said maybe even 6 pounds! All the clothes are Preemie clothing which I thought I'd NEVER find!!! The Guppy Teether might not be getting used for probably until she is able to pick up things and put them into her mouth.  Jenna is doing well, and the neonatal intensive care unit is doing excellent with her, Jenna wasn't due for 16 more weeks about, so... shes doing well for her early birth.

'Lil Baby Jenna is here

Jenna was born Feburary 5th 2010, 9 days ago. She was born at 11:43 at night. She was 1 pound 2 ounces, she has gained about 4 ounces in the last 9 days. She's doing fine, but I really wish she could come home, but still 127 more days, we are all counting down...need help keeping track, just check out the baby ticker on the side.

The results are in...

And if you read the following blog, it was......dum dum DUMMMMM. WRONG. Its a girl. The chart promised 99.9% accuracy, don't use it. Its trash. :) She was in a little hard of a position to see, but the doctors said, how about you go eat, shop, or something. Come back in 4 hours, and we'll check you out. I came back, she still was a little hard to see. But, We waited 4 more hours, and WA-LA. We could see well enough. He's 80% sure. But we'll see in around 20 weeks, see what he see's and I'll give you feed back. :) When I posted my picture of Pippa, I'd say she was...9-10 months old. Now shes chubbier, :), short haired, and even cuter as the days pass. And her hair is darking up! Alot, I'd say. (: I'll post some pictures when she turns 1. Hope thats okay!! My schedule is real tight, so I gotta get going.

Dylan asked me what I'd say if he proposed to me. I said 'Yes!' He smiled, kissed my cheek and got up, comforted Pippa, :) He's really a great daddy to her, and I plan and hope that he will be her Daddy soon enough. ;) I mean, he'll never be her real daddy, but...she loves him and he loves her like father and daughter would.

I am a proud,proud parent.

To goregous Pippa Gracie Udenn. I love her with my entire heart. BUT GAWSSHHH. She hates hair cuts. She looks SO different. I gave her a pretty decent haircut this morning, just to make sure her hair wouldn't stop her from being able to see, and it might stop her from walking. :S Wow. http://mypage.direct.ca/j/jfeng/gender.htm Check it out. I don't exactly get how to use it..but maybee.. :D

As I see it, its going to be a boy!!!. We'll just have to wait and see though eh?


I did 20 as my age, then I went to the month I got pregnant, November...we think!

We'll just have to wait.

I found this cause, MY DOCTOR CANCELED ON ME FOR MY GENDER ULTRASOUND. :S

SOOOO. Since I'm just about 16, they are trying to get me in today for the ultrasound. And they need to see if she/he is "shy" as I should, say..in the right position to tell. My appointment is in an hour...so I shall get goingg!!!

Pipp is coming along too...so lets hope she is okay to wait for an hour without toys! You know how long ultrasounds can take, espiecally the big one!!

Jaime

What is Death?


Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away into the next room.

I am I and you are you.

Whatever we were to each other,

that we still are.



Call me by my old familiar name.

Speak to me in the easy way

which you always used.

Put no difference in your tone.

Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.



Laugh as we always laughed

at the little jokes we enjoyed together.

Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.

Let my name be ever the household word

that it always was.

Let it be spoken without affect,

without the trace of a shadow on it.



Life means all that it ever meant.

It is the same that it ever was.

There is absolutely unbroken continuity.

Why should I be out of mind

because I am out of sight?



I am waiting for you,

for an interval,

somewhere very near,

just around the corner.



All is well.

~ Henry Scott Holland

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

This has been a hard,fun,depressing,intresting year. I've learned tons about people. I've learned who's my real friends. Who I can trust. And who I will ALWAYS remeber.

2nd Trimester, 15 weeks 2 days preggers.

Its been 15 weeks! Only 5 days till my 16 week appointment!!! Its the big one too. I cannot wait. This was from my 14 week scan. It wasn't the best picture, I couldn't get the whole screen. Sorry. But you can see most of it. My doctor was trying to see if she could tell if it was a boy or a girl. She said, she needed to wait 1-2 more weeks to see, cause she wasn't exactly in a position she could tell. So...my next appointment is in 5 days!!

Whoa.

Mommy should go in the time out corner. She hasn't been blogging. :O

Ahaha.

In this short time..well more like long time I've blogged. We've made our way over to Phoenix, Arizona for Christmas. Boy was it delightful. So warm. Pippa hated it, knowing that she loveees the snow&cold..weird eh? She HATED Arizona. Until we went and saw Fish at an Aquarium.

Children these days.

Were we ever this picky?

Tiny Little Teensy Weensy Update

A tiny update! The pregnancy,Candy Cane Lane,Pippa&I are good. Candy Cane Lane was funn.(; mmkayy. Thats all for noww. I'm going to the mall with Pippa&I'm meeting my 'friend' even thooo hes so ffrrickkingg hotttt.x] he askedd me outt. and I saidd suureeess. so were apparentley..dating. soo he's my boyfriendd. his name is Riley. HOTTIEEE. i gotta go gett a  snack for pippa, then i'll coomeee back and post a pic of him.

BBASAP!

Big Time Snow!

1 and 3 inches of snow last night! Pippa was really hyped when I woke her up, carried her downstairs and we looked out the window, she was giggling like CRAZY. So we both bundled up, and I sat down in the snow while Pippa crawled around, it was wet&hard...so it was pretty easy for her to crawl around, cause it was pretty even. We played for about, 30 minutes, then Pippa started crying. So we went in, change Pip's diaper&outfit and then I had some Hot Cocoa and, Pip? Warm Milk from a bottle. Pippa and I watched Jaime's funeral. ;'( It was Pippa's first time seeing it on tape, in real life it was real sad, since Pippa cried the whole time when she saw 'Daddy' going into the ground.  And when I cried, she cried along. It was very sweet. After that I set down for Pippa to take a nap. While she napped, I went in the living room and played 'Amazing Grace' 'Up on the Roof Top' 'Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer'
After playing, Pippa woke up&we played some games/races. Me and her raced. (: crawling, except I walked, cause I can't bend very well already. ;L Just finished dinner 10 minutes ago, and at 7ish we are heading out to watch Candy Cane Lane..I can't really explain it...just look it up on Yahoo or some search engine...well you drive around and look at all the decorated houses..all I can explain.

11 weeks..

I can't wait much longer..really I can't! I NEEEEDDD to find out the gender of my baby cause people at my work&family need to know so they know if they need to get boy clothes or girl clothes for Christmas. Its stressing me out, cause my Mum is all, 'WHATS IT GUNNA BE?' and I really say, 'MOM, I CAN'T FIND OUT TILL AFTER CHRSITMAS!' And I hang up....it happens everyday, and now she hasn't called me for a week now..I'm getting worried..but I'm sure its just cause shes not caring anymore...


Well Pippa loved St.Nick's Day.
She got A little Board Book (GoodNight Little Pookie)
PJS! (Duckies!)
A Pacifier (New one, she will NOT give them up)
And a Baby's First Ornament

It was a good,exciting morning for her. I loved how happy she was. It brightened my day.(:

Its Real Stressful

Around Christmas. Being a 20 year old with 1, 10 month old little girl&1 bubba on the way isn't easy. Cause, I mean..getting around isn't that easy, buying presents without Pip knowing whats inside is SUPER hard, cause I don't have a boyfriend.husband to sit at home with her while I go Christmas shopping, and I've got to get B-DAY presents for her since her birthday is right around the corner. Its hard. And I bet every mother can agree..husband or not. Its real stressful. I'm getting minor pains when I walk already, and since I need to walk every minute of everyday to keep Pippa safe, I'm in pain almost 24.7. Its not fun, and I'm afraid this 1st Chrsitmas for Pippa might be the worst. ): I'm really worried I will ruin her First Chirstmas...):

199 Days to go.

Can I wait though? NO. I can't wait even 6 more weeks to find out the gender!! You know, I don't even care what gender it'll be. (:  I wanted a little boy, and I got a girl..think I don't love Pipp to death? Well, if your smart, you'd know I love her...more than to DEATH. I love her to from around the world and back 40000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times. (: More though. And I'll love my little bubba just as much. (: I'm due June 21st 2010. I'm going to make some dinner, then hang Pippa's stocking.

ITS POSTITIVE!

SERIOUS!! and if you don't believe its mine i'll take another pic, with my name on it. or the date or whateverr!